And time in time, I know when it’s time to leave

“We both knew the cost” So got the letter from iO today that basically said thanks but not thanks. It stinks.  It doesn’t kind of stink.  It just does.  Fully and Completely. It’s funny the weird parallel of rejection and acceptance my life is leading the last 18 months.  I have gotten most everything I … Continue reading →

And you don’t give a fuck what they all say, right?

I’m trippin’ I’m caught up in the moment, right? I live and perform a city where everyone is looking for the next best thing,  Since I started taking improv classes, the amount of people who have moved to NYC/LA to be in the entertainment business is amazing.  An even smaller number of people have actually … Continue reading →

  Sometimes I just don’t have anything to say. Continue reading →

Till it eats the heart from your soul

Never stop living here. I finished reading a book by Charles Baxter called “First Light.”  It was his first novel.  I have read two others of his book and enjoyed them tremendously, “The Feast of Love,” and “The Soul Thief.”  Baxter has a way with words and has the ability t fully create worlds for … Continue reading →

I ainʼt living in the dark no more

For the light before and after most indefinitely. So I made the critical decision of signing off of the online dating world this weekend.  However, now I have found myself in that age-old position of figuring out how to ask women out.  Online dating already clarified the single (or experimental), and it was just a … Continue reading →

Don’t let go I need you to hang around

And so it ends.  And so it begins. Had my final 5B show at iO tonight.  This was the final show in a run of shows you get to do after finishing the program at iO.  A year and a half of improv.  During that time I got into the Conservatory and didn’t make it … Continue reading →

‘Cause I know something good this way comes

Got sweet apple pie on the stove, the birds they’re all flyin’ low. I’ve been doing the online dating thing for couple years now.  Tried it out as soon as I thought i was ready after #4 and I broke up.  It’s been fun enough.  I went out on dates.  Met some fun girls.  But, … Continue reading →

I get the strangest feeling you belong

I already know how this is going to end.   There’s a version of me from a time long ago that would relish the fact he has a solid flirtatious relationship with a girl.  He wouldn’t care that she has a significant other or what that means in the long because he didn’t care about … Continue reading →

And then you wonder how it all came about

  Last year.  What a weird day and a major turning point for me, to an extant. By now, I had already found out, through a friend, that #4 had a boyfriend (that she brought to a mutual friend’s wedding, that i would have went to except my sister got married that same weekend), and … Continue reading →

The summers gone and so are we

  I have friends that are starting to become super successful at improv.  They have weekly shows at iO and recognition and all that find stuff we strive for as performers.  There is a part of me that envious/jealous and asks “why not me?” And then I remember, Christ Tim, you’ve only been doing this … Continue reading →